see that big fat pile of canvasses? yes. yummy huh? they are all scanned-in and ready to be made into prints. happy that i finally CREATED the time to do so. every day it feels better and better to see REVolution going where i put my focus on a few weeks ago. it's all about keeping on track. remembering what i stood for. what i was dreaming off. don't get myself distracted by all the other possible things that pop up in my head, and believe me, there are many of them. like voices. not even silent. they are screaming, the one even louder then the other. and i just keep reminding myself: focus. focus. focus. and it is working like a charm. so far.
so remember. don't be side tracked. keep on track. make magic happen.
on the agenda today: we had a very very good conversation with Sanne's teacher yesterday. she praised her for being so honest (Sanne told she sometimes said mean things too because she was sick of it). and she praised her for being so well spoken & being able to tell what was bother her. although beit a bit late... but she got an apology from the guys, and they have been talking about it in class also. i think it's very important that she feels save, and IS save when at school or playing outside. Sanne was very happy i took her very serious from the start (in stead of "it'll go away"). ohhh i know how that feels. not taken seriously. not listened to. not helped. not taken care off. not feeling safe for years and years. so happy I AM able to give her that, and able to help her achieve it again in school. i feel right in place as her mother. she belongs to me. i belong to her.
so there's officework and fun work. i'll make it a 50/50 like a pro. (that means i'll cheat whenever i can :). those canvasses aren't going to be made into prints overnight, so these hands need to get busy.
life is good. keep on track.